Clinging

Clinging
You won't drown.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Hi God; it's me, Katie.

I am so scared of my new schedule.  I think I can do it but I am worried about my body holding up.  I have to trust this will all come out okay.  I have some great opportunities before me and I don't want to mess them up!
I have to remember that I am not the driver here.  I forget that on a moment by moment basis... sort of like the fish, Dory, in "Finding Nemo."  I think I am all that and all in control and stuff and then I cannot park my car well.
I'm blind.
I really cannot see out of one eye and I don't do corners.  You know how there is a blind spot over your shoulder when you drive?  Mine is HUGE.  I realize this means no one will want to ride with me but hey, I'm pretty good.
I just don't do corners.  I try to ignore them or just plow over them.  That is a pretty good metaphor for how I deal with God in my life.  I try to drive over Him and cut the corners without looking.  Perhaps I need to re-think that.

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