I am by nature very social and very fond of singing and very fond of worship services. All of this fondness leads me to one place, University United Methodist church in Austin. So, you ask, "why aren't going there anymore?"
Well I figured something out. Stan and I are trying really hard to do God's work and serve the people we have to care for. We are honoring our elders by caring for my mother in law, my aunt is not disabled but she is old and we are her only family here. In between that, we care for our children and try to get the house clean and some stuff repaired each weekend.
Finally, we all have to deal with me. I am basically sick all the time. I can try and normalize things as much as possible but being gone all Sunday morning is just impossible for us at the moment. And I feel really so lost without the choir and worship.
I would rather have the time and energy to spend half the day in worship and fellowship. So I am at an impasse' that I cannot get through..I don't know my way forward. I just pray that I get better and have more energy.
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